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It’s Good To Be Kind

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I am a Superhero!  I have the power to save lives!!  I have knowledge and knowledge is power.  All I have to do is share my knowledge.  What happens with that knowledge can’t always be known.  Today I know.  I helped save a life.  My knowledge, my advocacy, affected a human being’s life.  I saved a life.

I was told that my “tip” about medical marijuana helped someone get through cancer.  I started to cry.  I might be the only person who ever said, “I’m so glad to hear you are using.”  It sounded so wrong, but it felt so right.  I was so happy to hear it.  I helped him beat cancer.  What more is there to life?  Something I said changed his life forever.  I am so proud. I get scared being an advocate. People with big mouths and contrary ideas get murdered in other countries.  Sometimes they get arrested in this one.  But then something like this happens and I know I’m doing the right thing.  If you don’t know, you can’t get help.  Cannabis is medicine.

When I heard that my friend had cancer, I sent him an email.  I said, “Hey, I have no idea what you think about pot, but check it out.  There is so much information out there and cannabis is being used to treat and cure cancer.  Check it out.” It worked. He told me, “I don’t want to say it got me through, but it got me through.  It got really bad during chemo…”  I started to cry, so I gave him a hug. I feel like a fucking Super Hero.  Just call me Marijuana Girl.  I’m the THC Crusader!

I used to say that if I helped one person by sharing my story, I achieved my goal.  I know that to be true now.  One person matters.  I matter.  My advocacy matters. He thanked me for writing my blog and fighting for medical marijuana.  “I’m glad to know there are people out there fighting for this.” I feel the same way.  I’m encouraged by my advocate friends.  People that I have never even met in person.  We are all working together for the same goal.  A complete end of prohibition of marijuana.  Free the Weed!!

I can’t be silent.  I’m tired of waiting.  I want the same medicine that other epileptics have access to.  There are all sorts of cannabis treatments available to epileptics in other states.  But not in the Commonwealth.  Not for me. I read about CBD/THC patches that are available in dozens of states.  Creams and oils and I wouldn’t need to smoke anything if that’s what you are worried about.  I can’t afford to drive to Colorado.  If I could, I’d be a happy, healthy, hopefully seizure-free girl.

That’s all I want from this life.

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